People That I Need Most...

I had a nightmare last week.

It was dark. I was all alone on an alley, walking slowly. I tried to see through the darkness, but nothing came to view. I screamed aloud, "Anybody??Anyone??Hello??!"

No answer. I woke up.

I was sweating a lot and, well, all teary-eyed (sigh...embarrassing to tell la..). The dream was horrible! I just couldn't find anybody there. No voices, no nothing. Only the empty pit of darkness.

I remembered that it was still Ramadhan and the Satans, the 'evil spirits' and ghosts were all gone. So, there must be something going on in my own unconscious mind to trigger up this kind of nightmare. Logically said la kan...Maybe I was somehow afraid of the darkness? Maybe scared to be alone? Perhaps horrified to be left alone? Or I was just lost? Well, whichever it may be, the nightmare made me realize that I need people. I need others to live my life.

And these are the people that I need most in my life...

Mak (Umma!) <3

Ayah (Appa!) <3

chinggu (frens..saranghae!) 

plus my brothers and sedara..i couldn't find any appropriate picture of them. Semua pelik2 sgt. ngee =D

Btw, these people will be there whenever I need them most. Thank you so much. I hope all of you realise how much it means to me. =)

Love you! 

Why BLOG???

hmmm....why blog???

• for fun?
• I just write whatever I want
• It is not for people to read, but for me to write. But you guys are allowed to read it, don't get me wrong dearies...=) So, to serve this purpose, I will keep this blog as simple as possible. (no ads, no friends link, no everything) 
• A dare I made with a friend of mine. hehe...

Activities..activities....sigh!

I haven't got the time to write these past few months. So, this morning, I made the effort to list all my big activities (considered big to me =P) to remind me of what I had done. Hehehe...

MAY

·         1^st week

o   Relay for Life Campaign (on ferry) with WCC and friends.

·         2^nd week

o   Tea and Late Night Karok with Manjungians

·         3^rd week

o   Chillin’ in Manjung (homemade dishes+ice creams+choco+blended+Naruto+unlimited internet)

·         4^th week

o   Feringghi Night Market Trip with friends

JUNE

·         1^st week

o   Kenduri Abang Faseha with Manjungians

o   KL Trip with Family, sending off Mak Lang and Ateh's Family for Umrah

·         2^nd week

o   Visit Adnin

·         3^rd week

o   Bandung Trip with Parents and Mak Ngah's Family (excluding Abg Azhar's)

·         4^th week

o   1 Malaysia Volleyball Tournament --> Third place (bessarrr punyeeee!!)

JULY

·         1^st week

o   Mon - Dinner+Karok with friends (1st time met Odah)

o   Tue - Dinner+Karok with friends (again)

o   Wed – Dinner+Karok with friends (again)

·         2^nd week

o   Fri - Feringghi+Karok with friends 

o    Sat – SP Trip (met Ella n Kathy)

·         3^rd week

o   Fri - Shop2 QB with friends

o   Sat - Butterfly Farm+Siamese Temple+Burmese Temple+Bon Odori with exchange students and friends 

o   Sun - Hiking+Tanning+Bistro with exchange students and friends

·         4^th week

o   Sat - Bengkel Peningkatan Sains & Matematik UPSR 2010 with Year 6 pupils and colleagues

o   Sun - Little Penang Street Market (chicken pie+live band = great time) 

These are just some of the activities that I did. There were a lot of sight-seeing and shopping trip  but I am too lazy to include them here. Lols. I wonder what will happen in August... 

p/s: I haven't gone home for July. Seriously homesick! 

Silence

Diyeeeeee!! (Dilah, 2008)

I am a bubbly, talk-until-i'm-bored kind of girl. Everywhere I go, unless I am sleepy, I will talk and talk and talk. But that is not the only side of me. I also CRAVE for some periods of silence in my life. I really do. I like to take some time and listen to the birds chirping outside my window (where the clothes are hung), or smelling the scent of the light breeze in my room, or just laying unconscious on my bed. All of these done in silence. In peace. I don't talk as much when I am in my own room. Believe me, it's true. You can ask my roommate and my ex-roommates for confirmation. Why? Well, it just feels like a sanctuary, where I feel and think more. I am me there ( I hate to use the catch phrase here but it seemed to match what I wanted to deliver. So...). I even tidy up the room tediously everyday to make sure the setting is clean-cut, clear and spacious.

Since I like my room to be in peace and out of havoc, I was pretty pissed-off by something that happened quite often these days....

1. Radio flaring when I'm praying. That's just rude. How much insensitive can you get?
2. Loud rock kapak songs when I was trying to sleep, watch movie, or reading. Ever heard of headphones/headsets?

Ya Allah, berikanlah hambaMu ini kesabaran dan ketenangan dalam hidup.
Amin.

Yep. Saya kini berblog.

I used to keep a diary when I was in primary school. After form 2, I stopped. I think it was because I could not find the diary design that I liked. You know, like when we were teenagers we tend to pick cute-pink-glittery things for our stuffs? Well, at that time, I could not find my cute-pink-glittery diary. I just couldn't write on the commonly black and dull diary.
Since then, I stopped writing.
I always have a say on everything, but I could not express them like I used to with my diary anymore. It was like I was losing my DIY therapy. I tried blogging a few years back, but I just couldn't seem to be consistent with it. Create, delete. Create, delete. So guys, this is my third try. I hope this one's gonna be ok. Express yourself! I mean, myself. Ha. :-)